AUTOBIOGRAPHY PART 2

Journey as a 1st year college student. It wasn't easy for me to enter college because I already struggled during enrollment. I took an exam, and I got accepted in Agriculture. My first choice was Architecture, but because life was hard, I chose my second choice,which is Agriculture. I picked it because I loved planting and taking care of animals. At home I was the one feeding and bathing our pigs before, and we had a wide backyard where I planted vegetables even under the heat. I even used our uncles backyard for gardening. That's where I learned to earn money because I sold my harvest to neighbors. So I chose Agriculture, but when the results came out, my friends who also wanted Agriculture didn't get in only me. During the interview, I didn't know where to go, so I called them so I felt I wasn't alone. During the interview, I was told Agriculture would be moved to Aurora. I panicked. My sister helped me go to the registrar to ask if I could shift. They said yes, so I shifted to IT since it was third choice. I looked for Sir Gante for my interview but he wasn't there, so I had to go back and to school for about 4 days. I was so scared of because I was always going back again but i say that it's ok. Finally, I joined the second batch of interviews. At first, I was nervous because I had to speak and explain in front of everyone of what the video is talked about,After waiting for days, I saw my name on the list, it's time to Enrolled.I chose WMAD because I had classmates there from senior high and I also really wanted WMAD- Web And Mobile App Development. I didn't regret choosing that section/course because it felt like senior high again where everyone helped each other.

Still, my first year wasn't easy. From the start, you had to be active in class. Some subjects were hard, especially programming. In exams, there was a lot of coding,But i m not going to give up, I studied and passed. In Programming 2, I cried because I almost failed. IT was really hard, not easy at all, but I fought and didn't lose hope. I passed everything and became a 2nd year student. That time, I experienced becoming a leader without preparation. At first, I was the only girl, but someone transferred to our group and I accepted them because they could help me. But I still did most of the work. I cried many times, especially when I got scolded for asking etc.. . I was stressed and didn't know what to do with our project. Luckily, the deadline was extended, so I went home and asked for help from my father.We finished it, and on the deadline day we displayed it in the gym to Exhibit. I cant stop my feeling nervous because we were graded based on the questions about our project.But when it was over, I finally breathed in relief because I knew we survived. Even if it was hard of being a leader but it was greate to experience something that i can totaly handle it and I passed all my subjects.

Now that I am in 3rd Year, I can't believe that I have reached this point. I know it will be hard because they say this is where the real battle begins, because in just a few years, you will finally show everyone who never believed in you that you can actually do it. I know I am not like my sisters who always have achievements, while I feel like I have nothing because I am not as good as them. Sometimes I just felt and think why im not like them,when I see their achievement, and that's why in senior high I did everything I could just to have honors. I graduated with honors, but I hide all my certificates because they were nothing compared to them. I was ashamed to show my achievements, so I just kept them to myself why I cry sometimes, because somehow I am still surviving, even though I still question myself if I can really make it, because I know I am different not like others who easily keep up. I feel gratefull because now I am here in 3rd Year, and I know I have gone through so much. That's why now, I will not give up. The child who was once told hurtful words has reached this point and is almost there. Just a little more patience, and I know I can do it. That's why I can say to myself, even if not everyone is proud of you, I am very, very proud of myself.thank you for being stronger and you have to become more stronger..